- Portland in the autumn is nifty.
- Living with people is challenging.
- I am not built for conventionality.
- 9-5 Monday-Friday is hard for me
- I need to work for a purpose that I believe in. I need to care
- Community brings life. When living without it, I fail.
- I do not want to have children.
- I do not want to sit at home making dinners and raising children.
- A person can be intensely lonely in a crowded room.
- Isolation cannot be blamed on others, it goes both ways.
- I love coffee.
- I love beer.
- I love traveling.
- There is a lot that I want to do.
- Doing the things I want requires money.
- Money requires a job that pays well.
- Working for things with purpose does not pay well.
- Will power is hard for me.
- I do not want to settle for less than... in any area
- I value authenticity and deep connection—small talk is not for me.
- I am easily hurt.
- Isolation is easy. Vulnerability is hard.
- I want more than this provincial life.
- I have a lot of fantastic and varied friends from the many different places and phases of my life.
- I am grateful for the unconventional path and experiences that I have had.
- I need Jesus. I need Him everyday to guide me and give me peace and perspective.
- Life is an adventure. Even in the everyday status quo mundanity of it.
Moral of this story: Adulting is
difficult. Unconventional adulting is more difficult. Finding who I
am and being okay with that person is a work in progress. Grace is
necessary. Neverland is calling.